So... Now feeling somewhat better. Had a trip to see the lovely Dr Ram on Tuesday. She listened to what I had to say, which was nice of her. She reviewed the medication I'm on & suggested trying a small dose of amytriptalline as she felt that the pain could be due to some sort of nerve damage. In the spirit of being open to everything & trying anything to kill off Cuntbunny I have given it a go. The good news is it seems to be working. The weird news is, there are side effects. I feel a bit groggy in the morning (less so today, I took it earlier last night to make sure it had worn off by morning). I feel rather detached & rather floaty. Not altogether a bad thing... Hopefully will wear off soon. I have called work & expressed a hope to return on Monday. They have not seen the best of me. I was not able to offer it before. Hopefully now without being physically in pain & debilitated by not being able to breathe properly they will see some improvement. Hopefully I've put enough into place to improve things; more confidence, willingness to ask for help, more open to change & challenge, less willing to go down routes that will do me harm. More structured & honest in reflection. Better able to communicate my needs. Things will improve.
I need to decide who gets my vote for Police Crime Commissioner. The decision to be made a vote for Lord Prescott or a Liberal Democrat. Not much of a choice really.
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