Liquefactionfaction: Sunday is like every day

Very unhappy today. Pain seems to be worse. Nearing the end of my course of antibiotics & there seems to be little improvement. Still getting pain in left side of chest, still getting short of breath, still knackered following very little activity. Utterly frustrated by my inability to get well.

That's the whining out of the way. Now to focus on some positives.

Made great progress sorting out the spare room & streamlining the Beano collection.
Found some lovely things while sorting out the spare room.
Finished one pair of trousers & started work on a suit.
Attended appointment in Hessle with the counsellor which went well.
Kept on top of laundry.
Got ready, shaved, applied mascara , dressed properly & everything yesterday & went to the garden centre for Halloween fun.
Implementing some of the stuff that the counsellor suggested.
Focussing on what's right for me & what's going to help me get better.
Using music & comedy as an “off switch” for negative thinking.
Submitting a complaint about the GP service & the poor way they have dealt with my referral to the chest specialist.
Thinking about how to plan next week to use time optimally to get better.
Sticking religiously to medication despite it making me feel sick.
Have been taking some nice photo's which seem to have been received well.

Before tomorrow I hope to:

Check bank balances.
Print letter of complaint for GP.
Complete another seam on the trousers.
Do some ironing.
Not let the anxiety overwhelm me. It's going fucking bonkers right now.
Accept that this is just for now & that improvements have already been made & will continue to be made. Go me!
That's quite enough for now.