Xing off the days.

Positive things...

Submitted complaint letter to GP.
Now have appointment with specialist 12th November.
Pain is managable today.
Forcing myself to have a clean up has made me feel a bit more positive.
Listening to Cocteau Twins at full volume is good for you.
I'm going to get ready to go for a walk.
Reading Gaol is being exceptionally nice to me.
Today (well for the past half hour) I feel quite determined to be better.
Inspiring old lady on the Tv box yesterday talking about unburdening yourself through writing to God. Obviously works better if you have actual faith but as this keeps getting waved in my face writing is being shown to me as being key to getting better so I must make sure I write all this down at least once a day.

Despite getting a few things done yesterday I feel like it was a complete write off. I was in so much pain at times I was going dizzy. I'm determined not to feel the same about today. Today had the potential to be even worse as it started incredibly badly. I have picked it up though, will keep it on track.

And some pictures... Me going to the doctors on Monday looking incredibly afraid. Despite that I got there & I did what needed to be done. I got what I needed. I need to write about that coat. It is utterly precious to me & deserves celebrating. A treasured thing.
Picture of this morning's muzic. Ms Fraser has created sunshine & warmth where there had been a sharp eviscerating blizzard.

Time for make up, co-codamol as the pain is making a come back, putting on the precious coat; it's like armour.